Not sure what I've been feeling

Sometimes I find that I feel things that I can't explain. I have to look inside myself for the answers to explain why I do things after I do them. My explanation for why I've been acting weird lately is because of an imbalance in the amount I give and the amount I take. I think I have been selfish lately and now I need to find a way in order to help someone else for a change. Maybe I will start with my own family and then work outwardly from there.

I'm Enough

Thoughts coming and going telling me that I can't do things. That I'm not strong enough, smart enough, brave enough... Why did I never realize that it's all in my head? I seem to do things anyway but with self doubt. But I am enough just because I am a human being. My peers don't know more than I do (which I always seem to have thought). Others are insecure, questioning too. There is no point to any of it because it will only keep me back from enjoying life.

I am enough.

Embarassing

I never realized before how completely embarrassing this blog is. Hah. I also don't know why I wrote a blog post about my camera being ruined by Andrea and how much I cared about a "thing". I think I've come a long way since then. Still, I worry about how weird I am, and that new people in my life won't accept me for the way I am. There's nothing I can do though, then just be me.