How do you know if you've been a blind follower or if you've created your own path? What if you are just an everyday, average nobody.
Self-awareness has been becoming harder and harder as I get busier and busier. What I've noticed though, is that it is funny when you know you are doing the "wrong thing" yet you completely do the opposite of your morals and judgements. When people are always pushing their views on you it's very hard to have your own.
The topic of busyness is one of it's own. I feel like the walls are closing in sometimes because of school, and I have nowhere left to run than a room with no doors and windows with just...textbooks and homework. No possible ways of enjoying myself or escaping but my own mind. Kind of like detention!
I feel as if there's something I can't find, and when I try to look for it in my own mind it's mostly just me looking for happiness.
Really, what is even the point of my writing? Is it to actually learn about myself and complete my thoughts? Or just so I know that I can be good at something. Anything. OR fear of not making my own and needing a potential career choice.
Oh well, I'll continue because it seems to be doing me some good.
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